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So I'm not really sure if I remember how to update this thing or not. Weird. I loved updating back in the day!
I need a new start on things. I was just reading back on my old updates and I was an angry person! I can't believe i lived like that. I'm not that person anymore. I've become someone i like and i dont live my life by others anymore. I am me. I'm not defined by my friends or the people around me. For the most part i am a happy person. I do things by my own rules now.
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| My prays go out to the friends and family of LMB...<3 |
[09 Oct 2005|11:32pm] |
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"Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in
The morning's hush.
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die."
-Anonymous
R.I.P. Leanne
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[09 Oct 2005|01:56am] |
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All I can say is..
Screw Dan.. He can go out and fuck any girl he wants to try and get me mad.. I don't care anymore...
and...
Hello Jeremy! :D
((I was just standing outside for 2 hours talking on the phone and its 27.5 degrees out there! Brr thats cold!))
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[06 Oct 2005|11:16pm] |
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I'm so angry right now. Well I'm not really angry but just I don't even know... I was so excited to work today because I get to work with Dan. Right away when I get to work Robert tells me that he was really wanting to ask me out. Okay, that just made me so happy, and I was all giggly. Well as the night went on, I started to notice that Dan wasn't coming around much. Like if he was called to the front, he wouldn't stand around and talk, like usual. When I went on my break, I went back to the coolers and he just happen to be there. That was the first time I had talked to him all night. All he wanted to talk about was what team my dad picked for football, and then he just walked away from me. Now thats just going to put my damper of my mood. When I went back to the front, Robert then told me that he didn't want to talk to me, because he was scared. Now I'm just in a blah mood because I didn't get to talk to him, and my hope was just shattered in front of me.
Whatever I guess. I'll get over it. It's not like it's the first time or the last this will happen.
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[05 Oct 2005|11:11pm] |
If you read this,
even if we do not speak often,
comment with one memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
good or bad.
Just as long as it happened.
Then post this on your livejournal.
See what other people remember about you.
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[04 Sep 2005|10:14pm] |
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I guess I should update, just to let everyone know that I'm still alive! I guess nothing much has been happening. I work all the time. I did get accepted to my school. I get to start class on the 26th of sept. I can't wait! It's starting to get lonely here with anyone, since everyone I know is already back to school. geez!
The only semi interesting thing i've done lately is go to my cousin rachels wedding. Let me tell you I had a blast! Wine (blackberry merlot) is one of my new favorite drinks. Kristy and I basically finished a bottle to ourselfs! It was awesome. Dancing was fun. Leslie and were dancing queens. It was really nice to see a lot of old friends and the family!
Well theres really nothing else to write about so i guess this entry is over!
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[10 Jun 2005|03:22pm] |
MINE AND CARAS GRAD PARTY IS TODAY!
AT ELY TOWNSHIP HALL
FROM 6-8
COME AND EAT SOME ICE CREAM WITH US!
236-2502
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[15 May 2005|11:53am] |
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| Your Candle Burned Out Long Before, Your Legend Ever Did.. |
[01 May 2005|10:47pm] |
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I feel so numb right now. My body is so dry, I have nothing left in me.
I was one of the last people they talked to before they got into the car. If only I would have said a few more words, things would have turned out differently.
If I would have talked to Cory a little bit longer about Lyssa, maybe he'd still be here today. Maybe if I had gotten up off the rock and hugged Lance bye instead of just telling him. Maybe then things would have been different.
I can't believe what I saw next. There was four ambulances! I saw Cory on the ground. I saw them doing CPR on him. I saw everything until they put up a white sheet. Drew came over to the car and told us that they had gotten in an accident and he didnt know if Cory or Kelly were going to make it. He said Lance was beaten up pretty bad too. Also him and Tony were only cut up. I saw that look on his face. Tony wasnt even drinking. She just tried to miss the deer.
If only a few more words were said, she probally would have seen the deer before.
Eric Nelson, Chad Billings, Aaron Nault, Gjeeh and I were in the car. Aaron was too drunk to know what was going on. Chad didnt know what to say, Eric started crying. Gjeeh said a prayer or two, and all I could do was just look at the lights and wonder how things could have been different. One of the fire fighteres told us the cops were coming and we had to leave. So we took the back way around the accident and back onto 581. When we came to 581, we saw the ambulance fly by. We all knew who was in it.
Chad went to Aarons house. Eric came with Gjeeh and I to Gjeehs house. He sat on the couch with me and cried. I didn't want to believe that any of this was real. I went to sleep shortly after. I woke up a few minutes later to hear Eric crying so hard. I left her house at 7:15ish this morning.
I slept the whole way to the Soo. Gjeeh called and told me that Cory had pasted away. Lance has a broken arm, Tony was okay, Drew had some stiches, and Kelly had just woken up and was starting to talk.
Honestly, if only a few more words were said, things would be different.
Rest In Peace Cory John Nelson.
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( Keera )
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| Fire Up '05! |
[03 Apr 2005|10:22pm] |
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This weekend was awesome. Fire Up was too good. There was way to much that happened but I'll put some of it in here.
Friday:
-Start of Fire Up
-Riley Armstrong!
-Seeing Trevor! ( I miss him!)
-Flatfoot 56!
-- The lead singing in Flatfoot 56 is 6'9"! Thats just crazy tall.
--One of the members of the band played the bag pipes and wore a kilt! Thats just awesome!
-Jeremy Kingsley's talk.
-Hanging out at the church with Tony,and Turner.
-Learning to play Rummy with Jake and Cory
-Staying up late with Gjeeh, Jalina, and Turner
Saturday:
-Dude our room was so cold!
-Some more Riley Armstrong!
-Music Workshop.
-Hanging out at the church with New Kids
-Talking to Nick and Ethan!
-New Kids Concert was awesome! Good Job!
-Fleeting Concert!
-- Gjeeh and I front and Center like we said we would do!
-Riley Armstrong again!
-Jeremy and his moving talk!
--He was really nice when we met him too!
-Saying Good-bye to Trevor!
-Meeting Paul because he has curly hair too!
-Hanging out with everyone at the Barry.
-Singing with Jenni.
-Staying up until late in the morning with Turner and Gjeeh!
Sunday:
-Still Freezing cold in our room.
-MORE Riley Armstrong!
-Jeremy Kingsley!
-Saying Bye to a lot of people.
-Meeting Riley Armstong!
-Hung out with Everyone when it was all over.
Our last Fire Up! I'm glad that it was a good one. I'll always have my memories from every year.
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[28 Mar 2005|05:32pm] |
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Yay! Joe's girlfriend had her baby today. Its a girl and her name is Addison. (sp?) I'm so excited to see her though!
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[22 Mar 2005|10:06pm] |
Well I really don't have a reason to update, but i just feel like i have to.
Nothing special has been happening. Been with Cara, Gjeeh and Jalina a lot. Thats always fun. I heart those girls.
Just wondering but does anyone feel like something is missing in their lives right now?
Maybe its just the feeling you get when its spring time. It just seems like something is missing.
I know i really long to have the feeling back. I just want passion, staying up all night talking on the phone, or just laying in bed together.
Wow only 2 more days till Spring Break. I think on thursday or this weekend Jenni, Gjeeh and I are going to crystal falls!
That means i get to see Bryan maybe! Oh geez, i dont know how thats going to go... He wants to teach me some "games"...
I talked to Brendan tonight. He said that I could always go and live with them for a week. I would love that, but i might have a job by then.
I have an interview tomorrow at 3! Wish me luck!
I love how random this journal is.
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[14 Mar 2005|09:09pm] |
Last weekend was awesome!
I got to leave school early! Arrived in green bay at noon. Went shopping at bay part square for like 4hours. Cara, Alyssa, Toni and I were the only ones to go. We got to the hotel at like 4:30. Yeah our room was in the corner by the stairs! THERE WAS ONLY ONE BED IN THE ROOM TOO!
It was fun. The best day had to be saturday. Well heres a story:
So we were chilling in our room, because we had a half an hour between lunch and workshop IV. So Cara was watching tv, Lyssa was reading, and Toni and I were sleeping. I thought the session was at 2:15. well I wake up at 2:10 and look at our book. THE BOOK SAYS IT STARTS AT 2! I freak out, and Toni wakes up laughing because she knew it was at 2 and wasnt going to tell us. Well we decide to "sneak" out of our room, and "sneak" into the workshop. Well when we get there, we are standing in the back. Toni hits me and says;
"Hey I wonder what these buttons do?!"-Toni
"Dont you dare touch them!"- Me
As I walk away, for some odd reason the LIGHT GO OUT! I look at toni and she is dying laughing.
"Hey you guys stop playing with the lights"- Drew Mulloy
"Yeah that was me"-Toni
"Hey not all the lights are on"- Some random Iron Mountain guy.
So with out losing a beat, Toni turns the lights off again. By the time this happened i was all way across the room from her, acting like i have no idea who she was.
"Okay, guys stop touching to lights. Come up here and give me a hug"- Drew (Drews big thing during this weekend was giving everyone hugs)
"I'm not going to go up there and hug him!"- Toni
"I will!"- Cara
So Cara goes up there and gives Drew a hug. WOW. WHO HONESTLY TURNS OFF THE LIGHTS?!?! TWICE?!?!?!
Too good!
Well saturday night was fun too. Getting all dressed up. The auction was good. Gaar did some nice backflips for us. The dance was okay. Hanging out in the bathroom was fun. then Chilling with Mark ("Is it like 1000 degrees or is it just me?") Sunday was fun. Toni, Lyssa, and I woke up early got breakfast and then went to the delgates meeting. That was fun. The closing session was great. I was totally ready to cry. Its sad that it was our last convention. Gaar was crying so hard. I wanted to cry with him.
I slept the whole way home.
I have lots of memories for this convention and all the past years.. good times!
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